any idea wads my feelings now?
nope, no one noes and understands how i feel.
i can only hide under my pillow and pray.
cry to myself and say "crystal, you are such a useless creature on earth, you shouldnt be wasting e resources and should just leave for good".

because of APT project, i missed my holiday.
because of APT project, i missed NDP.
because of APT project, i missed out you.

sorry.
uoyevoli.
bye.