wads e feeling like to be on e verge of dying?
if i could, i would rather die today den to die tml where i gotta endure e pain for another night.
every single part i played, my role failed.
every lonely night i cried, my tears froze.
no matter how hard i try, everything will just fall into pieces eventually.
e problem lies in me.
my thots doesnt get across, my words are always misleading.
trouble maker i named myself.
failer i called myself.
a total failer.

wad e hell. i just typed a hell long post and everything is gone! meaning, i gotta retype everything againnnnn. but im not gonna do that and im gonna make it short.
i just wanna say taxi drivers' services now are like a big pile of shit.
fare is increasing like nobodys business and yet services by them are deteriorating.
HOW GREAT.

wanna noe details, come to me.
bye.

e world came crashing down on me.
and i realised im nothing but a loser.

this post is gonna be image heavy.

ALOHA! LIKE FINALLY, THE APT SHIT IS ENDING IN 5 WORKING DAYS TIME! WOOHOOO! LETS REJOICE! AND SO, as promised in my previous and previous previous post, im supposed to post up pics of my work place and some shout outs to my beloved friends out there. haha. so here i am.

junie; I LOVE YOU AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY BED. HAHA. lovelovelove.

aggie; I MISS YOU SO MUCH FOR GOD DAMN SAKE. shopping and lunch sprees are getting nearer! dont get too stressed out over your endless projects and presentations. YOUR BESTIE, CRYSTAL E MIGHTY, IS HERE! haha. loves.

jeanie; woman, you better SURPRISE me on 17th feb 2008, otherwise, YOU ARE GONNA GET IT FROM ME. haha. more meetups aft my shit attachment yeahh. loves.

gillie; teacher khoo, how are you getting on wif those notorious kids? haha. i so envy you. someday i shall just get my arse out of accountancy and join you. haha. miss you my dear, loves.

stephie; HOHOHO! apt is ending. like finally. haha. i miss you steph, lotsssssssssss of misses. just wanna say a BIG thank you for always being there for me when im down. loves the big trumpet no. 2. haha.

elsa; elsa! dinner wif you that day was definitely great! loves all e heart to heart small toks we always have. more of it yeahh. =)) OH OH OH! i cant wait for e taiwan trip! hahaha. loves.

hernying; hernyinggggggggggggggg, i miss having lunch wif you. how have you been doing? haha. you and i are e extremely suay ones during apt and this shit is gonna end in 5 working days time! we are gonna be e happiest girl alive on 3rd aug! haha.

evelyn; my dearest evelynnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. crystal misses your laughter that always brightens up my day. haha. so pretty now aye, wif your permed hair. haha. stop eyeing on that cute guy in your grp and study hard! haha. loves.

janice; darlinggggggggggggg, i was so so so happy to receive a msg from you today. haha. freak that stupid guy yeahh. if i see him ard, i will turn him upside down and kick his ****. haha. i miss you so so so much. when was e last time i saw you? haha. loves.

chingching; chingching he bian cao! oh mannnn, i miss singing that right into your ear. haha. i miss chingching =(( loves.

vivi; TO E WHOLE UNIVERSE, VIVIEN IS SOOOOOOOOOO PRETTY NOW. haha. hows everything? moving smoothly in sch? haha. loves.

krystal; are you still as busy wif all e tax files? haha. its ending! dont always work OT la. haha. loves.

to e rest out there; if your name didnt appear in my above list, im sorry, cos theres too much to continue and too much to say. wadever it is. I MISS EVERYONE. =D


random.


i baked muffins today! tho e first time round, all e muffins were burnt, i succeeded on my sec try! hahaha. crystal feels accomplished.



vivo on a saturday aftnoon wif sister ow and cousin lim. haha.




firstly, i wanna say, my face is extremely bloated and i look like crap. haha. anw, these were taken at outback on jean's bday. i miss yongli. =))



our 7th month. =))
thats smiley balloon was a gift from me to him. haha.




taken on aggies's 19th bday at village. was a nice catchup wif old sch pals. weiying, jean, sharon kee, xiuli, gillian, pandora, sheena, jean were all there =))