this is utterly a big disappointment.
im down, really down.
if u ask me wads e definition of friends,
i will tell u,
friends will always be there for u,
be by ur side no matter wad happen,
share happiness and unhappiness wif u,
guide u thru when u're lost in e mist.
always be the ones to lend out their hands.
and never never leave u alone.
but if u ask me again wads e definition of friends now,
i cant answer u.
friends form e biggest part of my life.
but its
no longer wad i used to think.
no longer how it used to be.
i think im just too naive.

i felt lost,
completely lost and lonely todae.
there was this point of time where i almost burst out.
i noe ppl might be thinking, why is crystal making such a big fuss out of everything?
wads more it was her who isolated herself.
but if u were to put urself into my shoe, i guess u will understand how i felt.

todae is such a long dae and i dont wish to mention anything.
all i wanna do is to sleep and never wake up to get away from all these shits.

bye.