i feel so very sad i dont noe why. mayb im too deep down into it.
e attitude and words i got from u ppl are totally different from wad e others get. and whenever i see this happening, it feels like millions and zillions of needles poking right thru me. its really hurting. somtimes, i would just go into a deep deep slp just hoping to see a rainbow right infront when i open my eyes. but it neva happen.
mayb just like wad u told me, ice cream might helps. and guess u're my only pillar now and no one noes me more den u do.

-im a clown who needs a lil care-

bye.